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We have carried our silence over the years, for fear of repercussion and not being believed which is still happening to us and this is why we must keep telling our stories. I have notice on the cathnews site,  that some of the brothers  come back to me with words you would never expect from a men of the cloth.  Their language has been so bad and when I told them so, it just got worse. I can not believe the words, which come out of their mouths and posted to me on the Australian Catholic News Site, for all to read.
 
The words and name calling directed at me has taken me back years and I know that guilt is the cause of it, because I have posted about their orders who have abused and sexual abuse children, mostly boys in their catholic church boys orphanages in New Zealand. They attack me with words that come out of mouths of Criminals and then when each leaves, they make sure that they have other brothers to take over their little games and then others from the cathnews, start in at me.
 
What I found was that, the so called counselors, were the worst, they put me down with every post they wrote to me and did not care what they said without any feelings of what they  were doing to me. They knew how to use words as they were trained to be counselors and they knew how far they could go and they went way over what they should have said to me. Then there were the ones who tried to be counselors and they would,  as they thought doing me some good and like the nuns they used me to look good infront of others, on the cathnews site. 
 
It does not worry me because I have God as my witness and they will have to face God when their day comes, just like I have to and I know that God saw all of the abuse and sexual abuse which was done to me and to many other girls/boys in the catholic church orphanages around the world.

 








We Will Not Go Away. . .

We Stand As One Of Many . . .

We Have Broken Our Silence. . .

We Will Be Silence No More . . .

We Live And Stand By The Truth. . .

We Have The Right To Protection . . .

  I am a fighter for human rights and  justice for all people


Loving Memory - of Innocent Children Deaths in Catholic Church Homes



WE NEED FRIENDS NOT CONFESSIONALS .

EVERY POLITICIAN IN THE WORLD NEEDS TO READ THIS.
FOR CHRISTS SAKE--- FOR OUR KIDS SAKE.

By Chris Taylor
The Sunday Mail [Australia]
January 11, 2004

A PEDOPHILE priest went to confession more than 1500 times to admit sexually abusing boys . . . but was told to go home and pray.

Michael Joseph McArdle's weekly confessions were ignored by Catholic priests and hushed up by the church hierarchy which, according to new evidence that has come to light after his jailing late last year, was intent on protecting the church's image at all costs.

In an affidavit, the former country Queensland priest claims to have made confession over his pedophile activities on a weekly or fortnightly basis to about 30 priests over a 25-year period.




The  bishops too have been deaf to the voice of justice. We must, therefore, as told to us by Jesus Christ separate the wheat from the chafe understanding that He spoke to us in these words.

Be on your guard against false prophets; they come to you looking like sheep on the outside, but on the inside they are really like wild wolves. You will know them by what they do. Thorn bushes do not bear grapes, and briers do not bear figs. A healthy tree bears good fruit, but a poor tree bears bad fruit. A healthy tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a poor tree cannot bear good fruit. And any tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. So then, you will know the false prophets by what they do (Matthew 7.15-20)

~*~ When The Storms Of Life Rage ~*~ Christ Is Still Our Refuge! ~*~


" 'Lord, when did we see thee hungry, or thirsty, or a stranger or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister to thee? ' Then he will answer them, saying, 'Amen I say to you, as long as you did not do it for one of these least ones, you did not do it for me.' " A description of Jesus' "final judgement" of the people of all nations, found in Matthew 25:31-51 in the Christian Scriptures (New Testament).


This website is for the up-dates of what is happening around the world about the men and women who were abused and sexual abused as children within the Catholic Church system. In their Catholic schools, homes and orphanages around the world, through out the many, many years. And some children were abused and sexual abused in the safety of their own family homes.

I  started to write my story in 1990, when I never knew that it was abuse, which was done to me. It was not until I saw some women in 1997 on TV, about the Good Shepherd nuns and it was the same orphanage that I was in, up to 10years of age. I could not believe that some of these women were abused and at that time, I still did not thing that, what the nuns did to me was abuse. I could not get over the fact, that the men and women of God, could do these things, to innocent, helpless children

I thought all my life, that I was a bad child and that the punishment, was done to me, for being bad and a bold girl.

A child who could not do anything, unless she was punished before hand.

I hear the same old excuses said time and again



'We Didn't Know';

'We Didn't Understand';

'We Did Everything We Could';

'The Truth Will Set Them Free';

'You Knew What You Did Was Wrong';

'May God Forgive You Because I Can Not';




They knew what they were doing to us and from the first day we were taken away from our families as little babies they abused us and they did not care how and in what way they did it.

Jesus must be weeping to see the abuse which is still happening to His lost children.

~ * ~Christ Looks Down~ * ~And He Weeps~ * ~We Will Be Silent NO More~ * ~

FIRST TIME OUT:

There is no Room in the Priesthood for those who Sexual Abuse Innocent Children World Wide:

"If you follow Canon Law, It explains that = The bishops and archbishops are accomplices to the crime. They're as guilty as the perpetrators, because they are covering up for them.

 We Will Not Go Away



Religious Abuse = Soul Raped

Religious abuse, as Jack Watts explains it, is "the mistreatment of a person by someone in a position of spiritual authority, resulting in the diminishing of that person's sense of well-being and growth -- both spiritually and emotionally" (Recovering from Religious Abuse, 2). Religious abuse occurs when individuals in positions of religious authority use their power to manipulate those entrusted to their care. It involves degrading people, harming them, and preventing them from growing into the potential God intended for them.

If there are lessons for our society to take from this trial, one was already stated loud and clear by the jury: Rape, sexual abuse, and underage marriage can never be condoned. But the other lesson to be learned is this: Religious leaders have tremendous power and tremendous trust given to them. That trust is a delicate and sacred thing. When religious leaders use that trust well, then we can empower people and help them to grow in their relationship with God. We can help them transform and find meaning in their lives. But when we make God into a false idol whose primary purpose is to gratify our own needs at the expense of others, we dishonor ourselves, our community, and our Maker.

Whether lay or ordained, those who call themselves religious leaders must ask themselves every day: What am I worshiping? How can I serve my community? Without that kind of prayerful introspection, religious abuse will continue to occur.


The Sexual Abuse Scandal in the Salesian order

Abuse victims demand church make amends FORTY years on and Michael Scull is still an angry man.

I say let him be angry... these men have been through hell... and if... being angry is the only way... to get this out in the open... so be it... unless you have been sexual abused... do not judge these men... they need their time to heal... get the priest... nuns... monks and brothers...who sexual abused these men... to face the survivors... and maybe then... they might be able to see a way clear... to start to heal.

 No I can not talk for any one... but myself... Oh dear... Oh my god... Please do not take this the wrong way... I feel so shameful... I Just realized... that this can be taken in a different way... I can not speak for anyone... because our hurt... and our pain... affects us... in different ways... I admire these men... who have come forward... to tell the world...  about what the men and women of God... did to them...

 I have meet them on the net... some showing a strong side to them... on the outside... to the world... they must be tough guys... stand up and face everything head on... to some other peopled... they must be men... and take what was... handed down to them... others think... that because men do not give birth... they do not feel the pain... and that the boys/men... are not damaged as much as... the girls/women are... I say to you... how wrong you are... the boys/men are torn apart... as we girls/women are... in fact I feel... the boys/men take it all in deeper... because it is expected of them to... they must... ignore what was done to them... as if it did not happen... be a man...   boys/men... feel the pain and hurt... how often... must we tell you... that sexual abuse... is the worst thing... to happen to any human... it kills you inside... it takes over your body and soul... it is like being Soul RAPED... it takes over your every being... for the rest of our lives... Ann




The Sexual Abuse Scandal in the Salesian order

Below here are  two catholic church orphanages, these two order of nuns, who abused innocent children, boys and girls, for years, which goes back to the 1880s around the world, their stories I have put here, so that the would knows, what the children were put through and that the abuse and sexual abuse of these great survivors, will be known and that the world can put a stop to this cruel torture of innocent children and that any home, or where ever many children live, will be well looked into, for any sign of abuse, so that this tortuous suffering, never happen again. 

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Nazareth House order of nuns, The Poor Sisters of Nazareth

The Nazareth House catholic church orphanages were worldwide, the abuse, sexual abuse in which they did to us, would play on our minds in our adulthood, years to come and to stay with us, to the day we died. The sadistic witches of all times, were to treat innocent children of  God, as the devils children, in the same manner, as they called us,  every day and night.  That was their way, in showing us children, how the men and women of God, served their God and Master.  

They ruled with an iron fist and with words, that spewed out of their mouths, worst than an enemy at war. We were their prey and they hunted us like a tiger would a deer, as they showed no mercy towards us and we were known as the unwanted children of the catholic church, as well as, those sort of children. I was also to read this, years later by a nun, who was the head nun of Nazareth House in New Zealand, at this time 2001. Sister Bernard Mary Murray, and when I read it in the papers, I just saw red, to hear and see, how they felt about us still, was so heart wrenching, but then, I did not expect nothing better from the catholic church, nuns and priest.

This same nun was named for sexual abusing girls in Nazareth House in Australia, as well as her lawyer telling the courts during her trial in England and/or Scotland that she was dead. She was at the time of her court case, living in England and was the head nun for all of the Nazareth House run orphanages and old folks homes around the world. She was found living a good life in Christchurch New Zealand in 2004. It was in the papers around the world about her death and she did not come forward to tell the courts that she was still with the land of the living and doing well.  One day I shall tell the world, just how we pulled her out of her web.

A special page here for this order of nuns where I spent 14years, of torture in hell, with no love, only hatred and abuse of all kinds.  The Poor Sisters of Nazareth = Nazareth House, Christchurch New Zealand.



The Poor Sisters of Nazareth


 The Magdalene Laundries =  St Josephs Girls Orphanage = Mount Magdala = Good Shepherd order of nuns

A special page here for this order of nuns, where  I spent my early childhood, 2 and half months old  to 10  years, of torture in hell, with no love, only hatred and abuse of all kinds.  Combined: 24years of Abuse, in both catholic church orphanages, in Christchurch New Zealand.
Sexual Abuse, Spiritual Abuse, Starvation, Slavery, no Schooling, Sadistic Beatings naked across a bed,  most nights, locked in dark rooms without light, food and no windows, face rub into wet urine soaked sheets each day,  beaten and whipped unmercifully every day, in both catholic church orphanages,















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