Do not Judge me
Because of my Birth.
I am writing on
behalf of all the innocent abused children of the catholic church
orphanages world wide who were put in the nuns, brothers and priest care, who
are weeping and are in torment because of what happened to them so many years
ago.
We are calling out for help and to be heard by you, as well as your apostles.
To hear our calls, as we seem to be calling out in vain as well as been denied
acknowledgment from the very core of your mother church. We are the lost souls
of your church, which has left us to rot in our pain. We call out in our depths
of torment and pain and still we see no light at the end of our tunnel of
despair.
It is not only us who are suffering because of the abuse by nuns and priest,
it is our families, friends and every one we make contact with us, who
hear us and yet turn a deaf ear and a blind eye to our calls for help. I had
many a time said the (Our Father) and asked God to forgive those who did evil
against us, as I myself can not forgive or forget what was done to me as
a child and even now I say that prayer and still can not forgive.
Some people do not know the fill affect of the harm which was done to me as a
child and how it has never left me. I wounder if they had walk in my shoes and
went through what I went through, if they would say the same thing to me today
and put me down.
I am what the nuns and priest made me and it is not nice. I am one frightened,
scared women, who can not stand up for herself and I know that hell is were I
am going to, when I die. I am a lost soul, calling for your help. Please hear
my cries as the hell I am living on earth is too much for me to bear and I want
my freedom from this torment and pain I am in.
Please do not judge me because of my birth. No one has any idea what torment I
am in as I had 24 years of abuse with nuns/priest and their workers, as well as
sexual abuse, which clings on to my very being.
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Ann Thompson
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