Everyday has to start with a first step Mine was when I saw my childhood Through my eyes as a survivor of abuse and I wept.
I wept because I saw the sins of sexual abuse in me as an innocent child which will not leave me andI wept
I wept because I saw the the dirtiness of my soul which calls out for healing; to set me free from sin and I wept
I wept when I opened my Heartto Jesus as I had leftHis side not once or twice but many times as Jesus is my Savior and I wept
I wept each day at Mass because God gave us His only Son Jesus to us all whodied for us so as we could live and I wept
I wept when Mary, Jesus Mother gave us Her lovingly son and walked up the hill to watch her Son die on the cross to save us all from our sins and I wept
I wept when a nun acknowledge to the abuse she did to me as a child in her care but the nuns said that their was no wrong-doing by the nuns and I wept
I wept when I lost my son who is in Heaven with God with my seven lost babies who passed away before full time and I wept
I wept at the age of fifty-one when I saw my brothers and sisters for the first time in my life as they talk of our mother with love and I wept
I wept because I never saw my mother as I was told I was an orphanchild and my mother had past away before I could see her and I wept
I wept because the nuns apologized to me for the abuse they did to me as a child with out love and then said there was no wrong-doing by the nuns and I wept
I wept because Iam so blessed to have Jesus, Mary, St. Joseph and St. Ann, Mary's Mother as my Heavenly family here on earth and I wept
I wept for the children I see on TV who have died because of the abuse they received from their abusers with no one to help them and I wept
I wept formy mother because I see her in her children as our mother's love is still in them with their tender love for our mother and I wept.
I weptfor joy wheneach baby of ours was born with love in our Hearts to share with them ourlove so true as each day goes by and I wept
I wept each time my daughter went back to her abusive partner who abused her more as each time was worst than before and I wept
I wept because one day I will see my mother at last who awaits for me in Heaven with my son as that will be the day I will face my God to stand before Him up above and I wept