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Hurt so Bad

I have been hurt so bad
and I see it is still the same.
I wish that these people who golly well know
the real words
to call what we abused children of this church have,
through no fault of our own
and it was caused be the very people
who should have taken care of us
is called PTSD.
Post Tremadic Stress Disorder
and it is called by no other name.
I am not mental,
so I don't want to be called as such.


I did try to go and sit through this meeting
about the church 12-7-2004
and I tell you it was so hard
and then they told us to give reasons
why we had turned against the church.
That was it,
I just cried. fancy asking us that
and I said that I could not tell.
Why should I,
when it was the people of the Church
who had caused me leaving
and they try to put the blame back on to me.
NO WAY


You know people think that after you
have been trodden on
and talked down to
that you just get up and walk away.
Well it dose not work that way
as words are so vile and evil
and they hurt so deep
and sexual abuse is the worst thing
that any one can do to a baby and child.


In Fact it is bad for any person
Baby/child
Boy/Girl and Men/Women.
We were forced against our well
to summit to these evil people
who were working for God and these people
were the very core of the mother church.
Priest, nuns and their workers.


Yes, I know what it is like to bow down
to these priest
while they are raping you
and how after
while you are still in shock and pain,
bleeding from your body as well as your heart
and asking why the priest
did this to you
and wondered what you had done wrong
to have deserved
this sort of punishment from God.


What the hell,
is wrong with this church
that it thinks
that we can put this behind us
and go on with life
as if nothing has happened to us,
little innocent children.


This Church is still sending
it's priest and nuns
who sexual abused innocent children
away to other countries to hide
and to re-abuse
another child again.


Children are used in this church
as sex slaves to come
and to be there for their
Bibbing and call
for these priest/nuns
and no one sees this.


This has to stop
And the priest/nuns
have to answer to God
and be made accountable
for the sexual abuse
They did to every one
And mostly
To innocent children
Of the catholic church


Copyright@ 2004 Ann Thompson




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