Re-abuse
Over
here in New Zealand, it is totally different how
the
sexual abuse
of children is treated between Boys and Girls.
The
men who were sexually
abused when little,
are
having something done for them
while
we women are
left in our pain and the priest's walk away from
us.
After I told a Canon Law priest in 2001 about
what
happened to me,
he
was heard,
using
it as a conversation with some other priest
in
Wellington
and
I was told about this
by
one of the priest's sister
after he told her about it.
How
can this priest violate and disrespect
what
I had told him
and
then to have no heart or feelings
of
how I felt when I had told him about the
sexual abuse to me.
It
was bad enough for me to talk to this priest
and
they are still treating women
in
the same manner
as
they always have through out the years.
We
women want justice done
and
we will not give up until we do.
We
need respect from the priest
who
interview us
about
priest sexual abuse
and
we do not want to be talked down to,
by
your other priest.
We are not the ones who
wronged
the innocent helpless children,
we
are the children you sexually abused
and
still you treat us with no respect.
We need to be heard by you
and
to be believed and acknowledged.
Just remember,
God
knows the truth like we do
and
you Bishops who send
the priest's who sexually abuse innocent
children
away
to other countries
are just as guilty
as
the priest who did this vile horrible thing
and
this is the same in the eyes of God.
You should be talking
to the priest's
and nuns who sexually abuse innocent children.
Who
Violated little children's bodies
and
who played around with our minds.
Hey! come on,
What
have you to say to the priest's
and
nuns who sexually
abuse babies
and
children in the Catholic orphanages.
If only the Pope would
take today,
his
birthday
and
think of all the
children in the Catholic orphanages world wide,
who
never knew the
dates of their birthdays
and
who never knew their real age until years
later and even when we
gave each other
a
holy picture or a holy medal
which we would get blessed by a
priest
before
we gave it away,
it
was taken off us.
I know the priest's are anointed by God
and
that it should be for ever:
BUT, look here it is shameful that
the priest
who
sexually abused us had
not given that a thought
of
how they have also offended Jesus
and
they
sexually abused
and
re-abused children in the name of God.
What us innocent
unwanted children could tell you
all
it would blow your minds,
it
is so mind-boggling
that
it would send the Catholic
Church into shock.
You
have only heard a little of
what
went on behind
those red brick walls
and
another thing what went on in the
confessionals to us little
children each week.
We
came out of the
confessionals as if we were
dead
for what was done to us in there
and
I will never tell
because
I feel so betrayed by God
for
what these priest's did to me.
How do you expect me to
forgive them,
for
what they did to me?.
I
CAN NOT.
I
will leave this up to God to do
and
I do not think God has turned
a blind eye to what He has seen in
His church
and
saw what you priest's
and nuns did to us little innocent unwanted
children.
He
is waiting for you all
and
for you bishops
who
have sent the priest's away
to
yet another
country to re-offend again.
We children were
sexually abused
and
abused of body, mind and soul,
in
the name of Jesus by nuns
and
priest all throughout our childhood from
little babies,
children
and young ladies and men.
How
on earth can we look any priest and nun
in
the face today and that
was one thing we were not allowed to do,
look
a person in the face and
to this day I feel awkward if I do this
and
don't they say today that
if you can not look a person
in
the face that you are guilty.
What I feel is that the nuns
and
priest's told us not to look at them
while they abused us,
because
they did not want to see the face of
God's innocent children
through us.
Everything the nuns
and
priest's did to us
was
done in the name of God,
so to me they also abused God
and,
did He not say?
that
if you harm
any of my children you do also to Him.
You
have hurt God so much
through us
and
you used us little children to to hurt God.
You
see you
have not read your Bibles?
it
is all in there about God's little
children whom he loved so
much.
YOU
TOOK THAT AWAY FROM US LITTLE CHILDREN AS WELL.
I do not see
any priest trying to give back
what
they took from us
children and that is God's love for us.
I
know this is what is missing
in my life and that I should
forgive.
Have
you seen Fonzy of Happy Days?
How
he trys to say sorry,
well
that is how I feel, because I can not.
I was sexually abused
from
the age of 18 months to 15 years
and
no one will help me.
The
priest I have told have been sent away
and
I would like to know
where
is the Good Shepherds of this Catholic Church
who
should be here to help us.
I would like my 24 years of abuse
story
in
the Catholic orphanages told
to the Pope.
I
want him to know the truth
which
was done to us little
innocent unwanted children of the Catholic
Church
world
wide for so
many years.
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Ann Thompson
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